Frenchie, my love.

A tear of sadness escaped my eye, rolled down my cheek, dropped quietly to the ground. Holding memories of friendship and love it shined, as sun embraced it the tear continued to roll. Deep down into the earth it went, through darkness and uncertainty it run then finally stopped. From all directions came holding shards of light, little creatures of magic, gathering around. They gently touched the tear with their magical hand, the place suddenly was filled with bright light and hope, and through eternity a voice was heard: "We never really die, you know, we always live in the heart and mind of those we loved"

סופה שקטה

סופה שקטה, לתומה כך עברה, דפי ספר תלשה, קורות חיי פזורים לכל עבר, חשופים לחסדי זרים

 חלומות לא ברורים נפקחים אל בקרים טומני סוד, החזון מתפוגג לתוך ימים נמתחים ארוכים וקרים

סימני שאלה מתאגדים, מביטות עיניים אל אופק רחוק, שמים מכוסים בעננים  נפגשים במים אחרים
 באבחת כנף לא נראית רוח הזמן חלפה, ליטפה, העירה, הזכירה רגעים לא נעימים של מילים ופנים מנוכרים
ואני עומדת נטועה למציאות כעץ עתיק השואף עוד אל השמש, שבעת ימים והרפתקאות. ענפיי ארוכים, נשלחים לעבר סופה שקטה, כותבים עוד דפים בספר חיים שקורים מוזרים אך מוכרים 

Calrify change

"You don't start over, you continue but with a different way of looking at things", I told her.
She stared back at me from the mirror: "Would you change anything as a result?" She asked.
 "I would re-focus on my journey, and use life circumstances to grow even more. It's called evolving, it is not a change".
"Will you have the strength to walk on that path alone?" She asked me.
 "I always have, people I met left impressions, they left me with a lesson learned. their path crossed mine but they were heading elsewhere. My strength comes from the knowledge that derives  from self realization. Strength is self confidence, it's self esteem that feeds of honesty".
"I'm amazed of how peaceful the moment is, like nothing else exists right now that could spoil your mood".
"It's what I want it to be now. Later will be reshaped by the way I perceive reality, and based on my newly discovered insights, I might continue not knowing what's next but won't afraid to meet my tomorrow" .
 "We don't start over, we keep on going carrying everything that we are into the next moment". She said, that face in the mirror.
"Yes! " I told myself. "We learn and we grow, that's what we do"

Be specific

There's no a bit of love, not such a thing of tons of love.
You either love, or you don't.
There's no partial truth, there's not extra of it.
You either tell the truth, or you don't.
There's no life that is outside yourself, there's also no duality.
You either accept that life is what you are, or you don't know what you're talking about.
There's not such a thing self love without knowing self, and it's impossible to love others without knowing them.
Using the word "Love" does not make it happen, no matter how many times you repeat it. A lie does not become truth just because you think so.
In a world where we suppose to communicate to the best of our ability in order to be considered good human beings we need to be accurate with our words, and we need to be honest about it all. Accuracy can be achieved by talking from experience, from learning as well.
by itself, wanting to be with someone does not make relationship work, it is just the beginning.
Painting a picture that has one layer of pretty paint that hides behind it layers of deceit does not make imagination a reality.
There can be no love where lies reside, there can be no growth where honesty does not prevail.
Friendship is when we agree to use each other, if you're taking advantage of someone, you're not a friend.
Knowing people weaknesses makes you strong only when you're there to help them, when you're benefiting from their inability to cope with their problems, you become another obstacle in their way to realize themselves.
Being free is always from something. If you're operating from outer authority, you're a slave.
Self fulfilment is not self realization. Enjoying self is momentary, discovering self is a lifelong journey. You can not get lost in shallow waters, realizing self requires diving deep into our soul, exploring every hidden place we find when we shine the light of our existence upon it.
People that don't know what love is, because they don't know themselves, people that lie, that take advantage of you, people that are hiding behind walls of deception, those people cannot and will not teach you how to be better you.
There you are, stripped from what matters the most, standing there in the corner of gloomy reality, between Stubbornness Ave and Careless Boulevard selling your soul in pieces just to enjoy a brief moment of recognition from those who are not your friends.

Past

I closed my eyes and went back in time, images in my head manifested to reality experienced. Living in the past is possible, but only when we think of it. I saw what I was that made me what I am, and I thanked my younger self for never giving up, never losing myself to anything, staying strong and honest despite the obstacles on my path. I know I made mistakes, those became my most cherished lessons. My journey is always me heading forward but without the strength of knowing my past and revisiting it, I wouldn't be able to have a complete perfect moment, right now.

Insightful

Life is writing itself, every moment I observe and absorb impressions.
This book is as intriguing as the next picture drawn by words that are born of wisdom that comes from experience. 

You sold your soul

And the devil walked into your life through an open door
You welcomed him, like you welcome everybody.
He smiled, nodded with his head, asked if you could give him a moment of your time and also a glass of hot water.
You invited him to stay and said there's also room in your heart, after a long time it has been vacant, you said emotions are overrated.
He said he's got an offer to make, he's been watching you, saw your struggles, your weaknesses, he thought you might be interested.
He explained to you that you are nothing but an empty shell, he liked it, and added that you deserve to enjoy your life, more than the usual.
You agreed to hear him out, and then later decide what suits you accordingly, you knew it was only you that mattered, you were focused, and it turned out to be a short discussion.
The devil put the agreement in writing, used for that purpose a quill pen, the ink was fresh and flashing brightly with red color.
You read the scroll from top to bottom, you asked what if something will change down the road, he said no ifs and no buts, it's a non negotiable agreement, you'll have to live with the circumstances.
You did not take the time to think, you thought that devil was a nice person to even give you attention. You signed your soul away, and in exchange, he gave you a role in a big show of self fulfilment.
You gave up on your values, those you talked so much about with a sparkle in your eyes, you became a willing slave to every moment that gave you instant gratification.
The devil then disappeared back into the void, he got what he wanted, leaving you with a brand new meaning to life, some certainty and pride, soon after that you started to smell of alienation.
You erected around you a tall wall of lies and stories that sound pretty. You protect your new life style, insisting it's something that was meant to be, making your confusion into the new reality.
The devil is long gone, and so are your chances. You don't need to be a bad person to go down a dark path, just play as a soulless man in a phony show, stubbornly insists that shallow waters are deeper than the ocean.